So scared

You look around for someone to talk to
no one cares because no one looks for you
you're alone and scared
but nobody cares
Because nobody knows the pain
they're all caught up in their fame
their friends and money
Callin' everyone Baby and Honey
cause they can get away with it
tell their mom they don't give a shit
because they have all they want
looking so proud but I know it's just a front
to hide their sadness and anger
While I'm up strung by a hanger
above all of this
trying to get just one kiss
from your forbidden lips
you hide them from the world
but tease them and be adored
You're the only one that really said you cared
but you ran away and made me so scared
I didn't know what to do or say or how to react
it was so sudden that I was pushed into it and trapped
saying sorry for things that I didn't know I did
Being treated like a little kid
being scolded by his mother for something his brother did
but I still said sorry over and over again
but you just hardened your skin
didn't let any of it affect you
so now here I am wonderin' who
who I am
trapped in this little can
they call it a house
but I see it as a prison
locked up from when I used to be risen
everything seemed ok back then
I was so happy and joyous when
you said you loved me and I knew
I wouldn't see you
but your love was enough to keep me living
enough to make me want to keep breathing
You didn't understand how your love meant so much
when you tore it from my heart and left it there screamin' and such
I'm begging for another chance on this bed
and I'm just barely hanging from a thread